~kalut seketika~

penat..emotionally n physically..i slept 4 about 2hrs n woke up feeling ****...xsampai ati nak sebut out loud..there's too many words playin in my head (bermonolog sorg2 lg)..smue bnde jd xkne..rse nak campak je hp (my hp) dlm tgn kt dinding..i need music..bia pecah gegendang tlinge..so dat i can stop myself from bermonolog sorg2...dpt je dgr radio..u noe wat i did??i cried myself to sleep..well,i tried to sleep again senanye..but i end up cryin instead..till now..

i had a looong week..sgt penaaaaat...class penat..keje penat..da la risau xdpt call from bursa lg..cuak nk g intebiu lg..on top of dat..i didnt hv time 4 myself..but i also didnt want 2 b alone..funny how my frens dont notice how miserable i am dis week..mayb its becoz im gud at acting..ha ha..i fooled u didnt i...i even manage 2 spend time with all my frens..monday-wednsday ngn org len..slase-kamis ngn org len..mlm jumaat ngn org len..friday ngn org len..i felt fully booked maa..too bad..by de end of de week..i was too exhausted..abis sudaa tenage 4 dis week..i juz wanna go home..moody sudaa nk bedepan ngn org..

im gonna hate myself 4 posting dis..its too negative..but im posting it anyway..mcm lagu 2ne1..i dun care ee ee ee~..i bet most of u will think dat by mluahkn thru writing will sumhow legakn hati dan prasaan..unfortunately..not 4 me..haih..i think im mentally disturbed..

hmm,.. its best 4 me 2 stop writing..i hv a date with my Creator..da lambat sudaa..